Amara Saints built her power in blood and bullets to strengthen The Obsidian. But when her husband, Luca Moretti, stripped her of everythingâher power, her dignityâand handed it all to his pregnant mistress, her world shattered.
Left with nothing, Amara found an unlikely ally: Matteo Vitale, a rival whose ruthlessness matches her thirst for vengeance. Together, they strike a deal, trading trust for the promise of destruction.
But falling for Matteo Vitale was never part of the plan.
Their relationship began as a deal for revenge, yet, the more time Amara spends with Matteo, the harder it becomes to deny her feelings. Heâs ruthless yet protective, distant yet irresistibly magnetic. But does he feel the same? Or is she just another pawn in his game?
Amara fears loving again. Lucaâs betrayal cut too deep, and trusting Matteo feels like a gamble sheâs not ready to take. Are they bound by duty and mutual benefit, or could there be something real between them?
As Luca fights to win her back, and Matteoâs true intentions remain unclear, Amara must decide if sheâs willing to risk her heart againâfor a man she may never truly have.
CHAPTER 1
Amaraâs POV
The sonogram on Lucaâs desk was the first thing I noticed when I came home to an empty house, with the note scribbled in Caseyâs handwriting: âFor our future.â
I didnât need to read it twice to feel my stomach churn. It was like a punch to the gut. As I picked up the image, my hand trembled while I stared at the blur that Casey had labeled âour child.â
I was away for three days dealing with Syndicate mattersâendless meetings, hard negotiations, and keeping things together. But this? This was what I came home to? I had bled for this familyâhis family. I thought that was enough.
The staff avoided my eyes like they knew. Everyone knew but me. They were all in on the lie and I was the last to find out, as always.
I didnât ask the butler, but Davenport confirmed it anyway when I cornered him. âThe Don and Miss Casey are spending the evening at the cabin, maâam,â he had muttered, avoiding my gaze as though looking at me would burn him alive.
I gripped the steering wheel tighter as the anger quickly crawled under my skin like poison, making my fingers itch at the gun on the passenger seat, gleaming under the flickering streetlights like an invitation to end this madness right now.
But I didnât. Not yet. Not now.
I blinked back the tears that began to burn my eyes as I slammed the brakes when I reached the cabin and stepped out. All I could feel was the pain in my chestâthe betrayal, like a fresh wound that wouldnât stop bleeding.
I didnât knock. I didnât care. I kicked the door open and barged in.
Casey was the first thing I saw, sitting comfortably on the couch in a robe that used to belong to me. Her legs were curled up, her smug face frozen in shock as she turned to face me, only to be greeted by my gun aimed squarely at her head.
âDonât move,â I snarled, stepping further into the room. I didnât know if I could hold it together much longer. I wanted to scream, to thrash the place, to killâŠ
But Lucaâs voice rang out, âAmara!â He stood at the bar, holding a glass of wine, also clad in a robe and god knows what they had been doing hours before I arrived. Unbidden, the image of them tangled together flashed in my head and a tear rolled down my cheek which I quickly wiped as my finger hovered at the trigger.
Luca didnât seem surprised, rather, looked irritated at my presence as if I disturbed a damn honeymoon.
âWhat is this, Luca?â My voice cracked, the words coming out like a sob. âYou hide away here with her, playing house, while Iââ I paused, holding back a sob, swallowing the lump in my throat.
âAmara, put the gun down,â he warned, taking a slow step forward. âYouâre upset, but this isnât how we handle things.â
âDonât you dare tell me how to handle this!â I hissed, âWas this your plan all along? To humiliate me? To replace me?â
âLuca,â Casey trembled. I could see the fear in her eyes, but I wasnât backing down. I wasnât going to let her play the victim here.
She moved then, trying to rush toward Luca.
âMove one more inch, Casey,â I warned, my grip tightening on the gun. âIâll give you exactly what you deserve.â
Her eyes went wide, panic flooding her face, and I didnât hesitate when she didnât listen and took a step.
I squeezed the trigger, the loud bang of the gun echoing through the room. The bullet missed her by inches, but it shattered the vase sitting on the table behind her with a deafening crash.
Casey screamed, her hands flying up in front of her face in a desperate attempt to protect herself, but the damage was done.
âAmara!â Luca shouted, and when I turned to him, he already had a gun aimed at me.
I froze, not from fear of death, but in disbelief that the husband I had devoted my life to had his gun pointed at me, willing to kill me for his mistress.
âPut it down, now,â he ordered, like I was one of his men that he could order around. But no, I was his wife, the Donna of the Obsidian Syndicate, and yet, the barrel was staring back at me, waiting for a bullet to discharge.
I couldnât breathe. I couldnât think. All I could see was the gun in my hand, trembling, slipping in my grip. I couldnât let it go.
My lips quivered as I spoke, âWhat happened to us, Luca?â I knew I sounded pleading and pathetic, but hell I care. âHow could you do this to me?â I whispered in disbelief. How did we come to this? We were doing fine, building an empire we had dreamed of, what happened?
âDonât make me do this, Amara,â he threatened. âYou shoot Casey, you kill my child in her womb, and I will bury you without a second thought.â
The air in my lungs disappeared, I gritted my teeth and my hands shook, but I kept the gun trained on Casey.
It wasnât the threat of death that crushed me. It wasnât the gun or the fear. It was the fact that he would choose her, that he was willing to kill me, just for her. Everyday, I gambled with death, facing criminals, and dodging bulletsâthis was my life, and I was prepared to take my chances. I feared nothing.
But this⊠the cheating, the betrayal, it pierced harder than a bullet in the flesh, it burned hotter than hell itself.
Tears streamed down my face as I stared at the man I had loved, the man who had once sworn loyalty to me. âSo, youâre choosing her over me?â
His silence was my answer.
The gun slipped from my hand, landing with a dull thud on the floor, and it felt like the world had gone quiet all at once, and I stood there, broken, and hopeless.
Luca didnât move. He didnât rush to me, didnât lower his weapon until I took a step back.
Casey exhaled shakily before she rushed to Lucaâs side as he wrapped his arm around her, protectively.
I looked down as I left the cabin, hiding the pain and humiliation. Luca followed me out, not to console, but to slap me in the face with his insults.
âYou need to understand Amara, that this is an heir for the familyâan heir that youâre incapable of producing.â he spat, coldly and indifferent.
And before I could even beg for an explanation or an apology, he slammed the door shut, leaving me shattered in the chilly night.
CHAPTER 2
Amaraâs POV
The blood on my blouse had dried when I returned home. The deal with the smugglers had turned sourâshots fired, bodies dropped, and somehow, Iâd managed to walk away. Barely.
I was exhausted and all I wanted was the comfort of my own bed, to lay my head down and forget the world for a few hours.
But as I pushed the door open, I froze.
Luca sat beside Casey on the bedâmy bed. His sleeves were rolled up, his hands cradling a steaming bowl of soup while Casey leaned against the pillows with her lips curled into a faint, satisfied smile as Luca carefully brought the spoon to her mouth.
âWhat... what is this?â
Luca glanced at me with a calm expression, but it was almost indifferent. âYouâre here,â he simply uttered and immediately turned back to Casey as if my presence was barely worth acknowledging. âCasey fainted earlier and the doctor said she needs rest.â
âIn our room?â I questioned. This was more than a form of disrespect. I was still the Donna, regardless of the child the mistress was carrying.
âSheâs pregnant, Amara,â he replied sharply, setting the bowl on the nightstand. âSheâs sensitive right now. I wonât have her moved around. You can sleep in one of the guest rooms tonight.â
I stepped further into the room, my fists clenched at my sides. âWhat?! This is my bed, Luca. Our bed. If anyone should move, itâs her!â I pointed at her but the smug on her face did not fade.
He stood tall, looming over me, and his jaw tight in irritation. âIâm not having this conversation with you right now.â
âNot having this conversation?â My voice cracked as anger and hurt bubbled to the surface. âShe shouldnât even be here! How could youââ
âEnough!â Luca shouted firmly, making me jolt in place. âDo as I say, Amara. Go,â he ordered firmly, pointing at the opened door behind me, and I knew I had lost. The look in his eyes was not the same the way he had once used towards meâwith passion, now theyâd changed. He had changed.
I gritted my teeth and glared over Casey who wore a victorious smile, clearly enjoying the treatment she was getting and the dismissal I was receiving.
I swallowed hard, biting back the words threatening to spill out, fighting a war I knew Iâd never winâheâd made his choice. And it wasnât me. I turned away and stormed out of the room, slamming the door behind me, and leaving them both in his fantasy.
The guest room felt like a cold prison. The bed was neatly made, untouched, and utterly lifeless. I sat on the edge, and despite its soft mattress, it felt hard beneath my body, and despite the thick blanket, it still felt cold to the touch. It was not the same as the warmth of my bedroom. I stared at the empty walls with the silence wrapping around me like a suffocating blanket that I had to endure.
I had never felt more humiliated in my life. My own husband had cast me aside â for her.
The image of Luca feeding Casey played on a loop in my mind, each replay was twisting the knife deeper in my chest. He had never done that for me. Not once. Not when I had fallen ill with a fever that left me bedridden for days, nor when I sprained my ankle and could barely walk.
When I needed him, Luca would send someone elseâa housemaid, a doctor, anyone but himself. But for Casey? He sat at her bedside, tending to her like she was some fragile treasure.
A bitter laugh escaped my lips, and I bit back the tears that threatened to spill. I had given Luca everything â my loyalty, my love, my life. And in return, he gave me this: a cold bed in a guest room and a front-row seat to my humiliation.
I leaned back against the headboard as the memories flooded in.
â
The first time I met Casey was at a gala, one of those events Luca always insisted we attend. I remember standing by his side, a glass of champagne in hand, as he introduced her to the room.
âThis is Casey Tartt,â he said. âSheâs an advisor weâve brought in to streamline our financial operations.â
She had looked so modest back then with her doe-like eyes darting nervously around the room. She barely spoke, she looked so innocent with a shy smile like she didnât belong in the world we live in. I had even felt a flicker of pity for her, assuming she was just another cog in the syndicateâs machine.
But looking back, I should have noticed the way Lucaâs hand lingered on her back a moment too long. Or the way her eyes flicked to him every few seconds, seeking his approval, and at the same time, luring him to her den.
At the time, I brushed it off. I had no reason to doubt Luca. And while things were not perfect, I thought we had a partnership built on love and trust.
Then the subtle changes began.
Luca started coming home later and later, his excuses growing thinner by the day. âBusiness meetings,â he would say, or âurgent matters with the council.â I did not question him at first. Luca was a busy man, the Don of the Obsidian Syndicate. His responsibilities were extensive.
But then there were the whispersâthe hushed conversations that stopped when I entered a room, the lingering glances between Casey and Luca at meetings.
I was a fool.
I believed his lies.
Casey was not just another advisor. She was not just some woman brought in to streamline operations. She was Lucaâs mistress, his lover, the mother of the child he so desperately wanted, because I could not give him an heir, no matter how much we tried.
A knock at the door came, and my head snapped up. I wiped at my face quickly, straightening my posture as the door creaked open.
It was one of the maids. âDon Luca has requested your presence tomorrow to join them at a luncheon in Le Nora Vox with Miss Casey and other guests.â
Luca wanted me to play the dutiful Donna. Fine. But I would remind him exactly who I wasâand what I was capable of.
CHAPTER 3
Amaraâs POV
I shouldâve known Luca wasnât requesting me to this luncheon out of goodwill. Le Nora Vox was not just a restaurant; it was a place where power was displayed.
Luca sat at the head with Casey seated at his right. She didnât glance at me to show respect, she must be so confident now that Luca had taken her side.
I took my seat at the opposite end of the table. I was the Donna after all, and Iâd be damned if I let Casey think she could sit across from me as an equal.
âWeâre here to discuss the future of the Syndicate,â Luca began, âAnd to ensure thereâs no misunderstanding about whatâs best for the family.â His eyes went to me, serious, and warning.
Casey tilted her head with a face that was deceptively sweet. âLuca thought it would be good for us to spend more time togetherâespecially now that the heir is on the way.â
My fingers curled tightly around the base of the glass. âAn heir doesnât make you a queen, Casey. Youâd do well to remember that.â
Her smile faltered for a second. âOf course, Donna. I am here to support Luca in any way I can. And the baby is a blessing for all of us since you cannot bear one.â
I felt the veins in my neck throbbed and my blood boiled, making me tremble but I fought to keep my composure. The room felt too quiet, as though everyone had heard her insult and was waiting for my reaction.
My lips curved into a faintly sarcastic smile, though the heat in my chest threatened to be unleashed. âHow generous of you, Casey. Youâve certainly proven your... value.â
She paled, and I didnât care who else had heard or what the others thought. The message was clear. She was a lowborn woman.
Lucaâs gaze shifted to me in a warning. âAmara, we all want whatâs best for the family. Caseyâs pregnancy is a gift. I need you to accept that and act accordingly.â
âAccept what, exactly?â I retorted, narrowing my eyes at him. âThat youâve paraded your mistress in front of me and now expect me to play nice? That you have undermined everything we have built together for... this?â I gestured subtly toward Casey.
Casey shifted in her seat, placing a protective hand over her stomach. âDonna Amara, I understand this is hard for you. But you need to see the bigger picture. This childâour childâwill secure the future of the Syndicate.â
âOur child,â I scoffed, snickering sarcastically, yet classily still, and took a sip of the champagne that was just poured by a waiter beside me.
âYou speak as if youâve already replaced me,â I said, glaring at her.
âYouâve replaced yourself,â Luca snapped, âBy denying the Syndicate what it needs. Casey is doing what you couldnât. You should be grateful.â
âSo, this is how it is now?â I replied sharply, my gaze shifting between Luca and Casey. âShe flaunts what she thinks she has, and you lap it up like a fool?â
âEnough,â Luca growled, slamming his hand on the table, drawing the attention of a few servers who quickly pretended not to notice.
âEnough?! You drag me here to put on this pathetic display of power, and now you want to silence me?â
âThis is a warning. Either you fall in line, or you make things harder for everyoneâincluding yourself.â
A knot of fury twisted in my chest, but I refused to let it show. I wasnât going to leave crying and looking so pathetic. I wasnât the one who had done anything wrong.
I stood, smoothing my dress and lifting my chin. âEnjoy your luncheon,â I uttered icily. âBut donât mistake my silence for submission.â
I turned and walked away, ignoring the heat of their stares on my back. My heels clicked against the marble floor as I made my way to the exit.
But then something stopped me. A strong aura that was difficult to ignore. Being a part of the Mafia, I learned to distinguish people and feel their power to gauge them. It was a subtle skill that was crucial in this kind of lifestyle.
I glanced toward the second floor, where a private balcony overlooked the heart of Le Nora Vox and I saw him.
Don Matteo Vitale.
His mere presence was commandingâeverything about him screamed danger wrapped in elegance. He stood still for a moment, watching me, then began descending the stairs, while holding my gaze, and I couldnât turn away.
Matteo wasnât the type to appear without reason. For a man like him, every move had a purpose. By the time he reached me, I wore a facade of cold indifference. He was a rival, the head of Vitalus Circle I canât afford to show weakness in front of this man.
âDonna Amara,â he greeted without hiding the amusement in his voice. âIt seems congratulations are not in order.â
I didnât respond. I refuse to be lured into his den for I knew that he was eyeing for a weakness to attack.
âNews travels fast in our world,â he continued. âYour family is in disarray. Luca has chosen his... priorities.â He glanced briefly toward the dining room before settling back on me, making his point.
âAnd what does that have to do with you?â
He smirked. âIâm here to offer you a choice. Divorce Luca Moretti. Leave the Obsidian Syndicate behind, and Iâll help you destroy him. Thoroughly.â
Tempting.
I never expected less from âtheâ Matteo Vitale.
âAnd why would you want to do that?â I demanded. âWhatâs in it for you?â
âDo I need a reason?â Matteo shrugged lightly, but his eyes gleamed with something deeperâsomething I couldnât quite pin down. âLetâs just say I have an interest in you.â
Liar.
Matteo Vitale was never without an agenda. Whatever his plan was, it wasnât out of goodwill. I knew better than to trust a man like him.
And yet...
The idea of Lucaâs downfall, of seeing him stripped of his power, his pride, and everything heâd taken from me, was a temptation I couldnât deny. Matteo was ruthless, cunning, and, most importantly, capable of delivering the kind of revenge I craved.
âIâll think about it,â I simply replied.
His smirk widened, a predator sensing its prey. âYou have three days, Amara. After that, my offer is off the table.â
I held my tongue and watched him turn and walk away, leaving a bait within reach but certain to disappear before I dared claim it.
Matteo Vitale definitely knew how to play.
CHAPTER 4
Amaraâs POV
"What the hell did you do?" Luca bellowed as he stormed in, the door to my office slamming open with a deafening crash, splintering the wood against the wall.
"Luca, what are you talking about?" I demanded, recovering from the surprise of his sudden visit.
"Donât play innocent with me, Amara!" he spat, stalking toward me like a predator closing in on its prey. "Casey is in the hospital because of you. The brakes on her car were tampered with, and donât you dare act like you had nothing to do with it."
I froze. "What?" I questioned in disbelief. "You think I would stoop so low?"
His eyes burned with rage, and he sneered at me as if I were something vile. "Donât lie to me! You couldnât stand that sheâs carrying my child, could you? You wanted her dead because of your jealousy, your bitterness!"
His accusations hit me like a slap in the face, and my head throbbed in anger, my breath coming in shallow bursts. "I didnât touch her car. Iâd never hurt her, no matter how much sheâŠ" I swallowed hard, anger and betrayal tangling inside me. "How can you even think Iâd do such a thing?"
"Because itâs exactly the kind of thing youâd do, Amara!" he roared, slamming his fist on the desk. The sound echoed, and a lamp tumbled to the floor, shattering. "You had every motiveâespecially now that half of your f*cking assets have been transferred to Caseyâs name. Youâd kill her!"
I stared at him, "What did you just say?" my voice barely carried the words as I stepped towards him, my fists clenching at my sides and I wanted to punch him to scream in his face, but the shock was still swirling in my system.
My assets, everything I worked hard for, she had gotten half of it?! No. It canât be!
Luca stepped closer, his face contorted in a mix of anger and disdain. "Half of what was yours is now hers. She deserves it more than you ever did. Sheâs carrying my child, Amara. That means everything in this family."
"You gave her what belongs to me?!"
"You donât deserve any of it," he barked. "Not after the way youâve acted. Youâre a bitter, conniving woman, Amara. Casey deserves better, and so do I."
"How dare you?" I hissed, stepping closer to him. My body trembled, but it wasnât fear; it was rage. "You had no right. I built this family alongside you. Iâve given everything for The Obsidian, and you hand over whatâs rightfully mine to her?"
"Donât stand there pretending to be the victim," he snapped. "Youâre nothing but a jealous, spiteful woman."
"I did nothing to Casey!" I shouted, my voice cracking under the weight of my anger. "Nothing! And you accuse me of trying to kill her because you think Iâm jealous? Because you gave her what you stole from me?"
Lucaâs eyes darkened, and before I could react, he grabbed me by the throat and slammed me against the wall. The impact stole the air from my lungs, and I clawed at his wrist as he tightened his grip.
"Pray that nothing happens to Casey or my child," he growled, venomously. "If they donât survive, Iâll kill you. Do you hear me? I. will. kill. You.â And with every word he uttered, he tightened his grip, leaving me no air, feeling my lungs burning and my face hot with blood rushing.
When he released me, I collapsed to the floor, coughing and gasping for air. Tears blurred my vision as I clutched my neck with trembling hands. But the pain wasnât just physicalâit was the final, shattering blow to everything I had left.
Luca loomed over me, towering at my crumpled body. "This is your last warning, Amara. Cross me again, and Iâll strip you of everythingâyour power, your name, your life." He stormed out, slamming the door behind him.
For a long moment, I stayed there, catching my breath. The silence in the room felt deafening. My thoughts swirled with a storm of anger, hurt, and despair. He had taken everything. My trust. My dignity. My legacy. And now, he had tried to take my life.
I pushed myself to my feet, clutching the edge of the desk for support.
I couldnât stay any longer. Not as his wife, his Donna, or anything else.
Itâs over. Iâm done.
Now, itâs time to claim the devilâs offer.
~~~
Two days later, I walked into the City hall, hiding the bruises on my neck beneath a high-collared coat. My lawyer trailed behind me, clutching the divorce documents. The Judge behind the desk paled as soon as he saw me, his pen halting mid-signature.
"Ms. Amara Saints," he began, his voice trembling slightly. "These matters take timeâŠ" he said after glancing at the divorce papers.
I cut him off with an icy glare. "Youâll process these immediately," I uttered, leaving no room for argument.
He stammered, glancing at my lawyer as if for backup. He knew who I was, who we are, and that we are beyond the law in this cruel world.
"These things⊠there are procedures. It could take up to a week toâ"
"Two days," I interrupted sharply, leaning forward. "Youâll finalize this in two days. And if thatâs not possibleâŠ" I smiled, a faint, humorless curve of my lips, "youâll wish it were."
The color drained from his face, giving away that he understood what I meant. "Yes, of course. Two days," he said hastily, his hands trembling.
I straightened, satisfied. "Good. And just so youâre clear, Matteo Vitale knows about this. I trust you understand what that means."
His eyes widened at the mention of Matteoâs name, and he nodded quickly. "It will be done, Ms. Saints." I knew he feared him more because he could take his life, or strip him of his name and power. Itâs a world where the ones seated are not the actual rulersâthe gods are hidden behind curtainsâlike marionettes pulling strings to make the government dance at their will.
I turned and strode out. I stopped against a Corinthian column and dialed Matteo. The line clicked after a single ring.
"Amara Saints," he sounded amused. And knowing him, he mustâve heard the news already. The Judge probably contacted him to confirm.
"The divorce is being processed. Itâll be finalized in two days.â
There was a pause, followed by a low, devilish chuckle. "Efficient. Just as Iâd expected from you, Amara" Matteo said, his voice warm with approval. "Good girl."
CHAPTER 5
Lucaâs POV
âDavenport!â I called for the butler since the manor was eerily quiet.
No footsteps. No chatter from the staff. I came to find Amara since the familyâs businesses had been having issues and I expected her to handle them, it was her job, while I was attending to Casey and my child in her womb, who both luckily survived and were doing well now in the hospital. And yet, this was what I came home to, an empty house.
The butler appeared a moment later, but something was off.
âWhere is Amara?â I demanded, shrugging off my coat and tossing it onto the nearest chair.
âThe Donna hasnât been home for several days,â he replied, and I could see the hesitation and wandering of his eyes like he knew something but didnât know how to say it.
I took a step closer, my jaw tightening. âWhat the hell do you mean she hasnât been home? Iâve been tied up at the hospital, dealing withâŠâ I stopped myself, biting back the words. âAnd nobody thought to inform me? The family businesses are having issues and no one has been attending them, where the hell is she, Davenport?!â
Davenportâs gaze lowered to the floor, âI was under the impression the Donnaâs whereabouts were not my concern.â
âDonât play coy with me, Davenport. Where is she?â
He reached into his suit pocket and pulled out an envelope. âShe left this for you, sir.â
I snatched it from his hand, ripping it open before he could say another word, and after scanning the contents, my stomach flipped and the veins in my temple throbbed in fury. Divorce papers.
For a second, I just stared at them, the words blurring as my mind tried to process what I was seeing. Divorce. She wanted out.
A bitter laugh escaped me. Of course, she did. After everything, this was her way of getting back at meâmaking a statement, reminding me that she wouldnât bend or break.
But this? This was more than defiance. This was war.
I tossed the papers onto the coffee table, shaking my head. âShe actually thinks she can walk away,â I muttered, mostly to myself, believing that she would come back, that this was only her way to manipulate me into believing her lies and pity her.
âShall I inform the staff to prepare for her return?â Davenport asked, his tone as dry as ever.
âDid she say sheâs coming back?â I snapped, the words leaving a sour taste in my mouth.
He silenced and quietly disappeared as I tossed the divorce papers on the table.
I was torn between disbelief and anger. Amara was stubborn, but this? This was beyond anything I had expected.
Iâd underestimated her. That much was clear.
The TV droned on in the background, the noise filling the void, but I wasnât paying attention until a familiar name pulled me out of my thoughts.
âMatteo VitaleâŠâ the head of the Vitalus Circle, a mafia rival of ours.
I turned to face the screen, narrowing my eyes as the news anchor continued.
âMatteo Vitale has announced his engagement to Amara Saints, a private businesswoman and philanthropistâŠâ
The words slammed into me, each one a knife to the chest.
My grip on the phone tightened until my knuckles turned white.