Ditching My Boyfriend of Eight Years
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I was getting married,but my boyfriend still didn't know.
Lately,he had been busy with his new female secretary.They clicked right away and chatted endlessly.To celebrate her birthday,he even ordered a ten-layer cream cake.At the party,they smeared cream everywhere,forgetting that I was severely allergic to it.
After being rushed to the hospital, I woke up and agreed to the arranged marriage my family had proposed.
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Mom wasted no time.As soon as I got back from the hospital and was about to swipe my keycard to enter,she sent me dozens of wedding plans to choose from.
Scrolling through the options, I stopped at her last message.
[I knew all along you and Lucas wouldnāt last.If he truly wanted to marry you,why would he drag things out for eight years?Itās not too late to realize this.Iāve already prepared wedding plans for you.]
[The wedding is in three days.Take your time packing.No need to rush.]
So,this was all so obvious to everyone else.Yet,I was trapped in Lucas'empty promises,unable to let go.
Sighing,I sent her a voice message.āMom,pick whatever you think is best.I like them all.Letās keep the wedding simple.ā
I didnāt notice when Lucas walked up behind me.When he heard the word"wedding,"he blurted out in shock,āWedding?What wedding?ā
Just as he tried to peek at my screen, I quickly put my phone away.He reached out to grab it,but in the next second,his phone started ringing.
The night was so quiet that I could clearly hear a panicked female voice on the other end.
āLucas,I just went downstairs to grab something,and I think someone is following me!Iām so scared.I walked around the block,but I still canāt shake him off!ā
Lucas' expression changed instantly,filled with concern.
āCeline,donāt worry.Go to a well-lit area,there should be someone on duty at the security station.Stay there,and Iāll be there soon!ā
He hung up,completely forgetting about the wedding.Without hesitation,he left me standing there and rushed off into the night.
I kept my expression perfectly calm.
After he left, I called my aunt to say goodbye.
My parents had moved out of town to pursue their careers ten years ago,and since then,Iād been living with my aunt.
Lucas lived next door,and that was how we met.Later,when my aunt got married and sold her villa to move in with her husband,I didnāt want to intrude on her new life,so I temporarily stayed with Lucas.I never expected thatātemporaryāstay to last eight years.
When Aunt Mina heard I was leaving to get married,she was shocked.āMarried?To Lucas?Well,thatās goodāitās been eight years,so I guess itās about time to settle down.ā
I pressed my lips together and corrected her assumption.āNo,itās an arranged marriage.I donāt know the person.ā
She fell silent for a moment,then slowly asked,āHave you thought this through?I think Lucas really cares about you;I just donāt know why he hasnāt proposed.Maybe I should talk to him?ā
I gave a small,indifferent smile.
āNo need.It wasnāt really a relationship,anyway.We never formally got together.Itās just been this vague,ambiguous thing for eight years.If I donāt end it now,my whole youth will be gone.ā
Aunt Mina was surprised that weād lived together for eight years without even defining our relationship,so she didnāt try to dissuade me further and said sheād support my decision.
Before going to bed, I set a three-day countdown widget on my phone.
The next day, I asked my mom to send some local gifts over as a thank-you to my aunt for her care over the past decade and as a way to say goodbye.
That evening,a truckload of packages finally arrived.I gave the driver directions to my auntās house,but I didnāt expect to run into Lucas downstairs.
Chapter 2
Celine's delicate figure trailed closely behind him. The two of them each carrying bags of household supplies from the supermarket.They looked just like a young couple moving in together.
Just then,Aunt Mina came down to greet me and saw the scene.She was about to speak up when I interrupted her.āMomās gifts for you have arrived.Be sure to check the expiration dates;donāt let anything go bad.ā
I didnāt look at Lucas even once,though this time he,surprisingly,took the initiative to explain.
āEllie,donāt misunderstand.Celine's previous neighborhood wasnāt safe,so I found her a new place.I didnāt realize your aunt lives here,too.By the way,why did you buy so much stuff?ā
As I directed the driver to bring up the deliveries,I replied nonchalantly,āYou donāt need to tell me about your work. My mom bought this stuff;we donāt know when weāll be back,so she got a lot.ā
Seeing I hadnāt misunderstood,Lucas looked visibly relieved.
āNo problem.The North Suburb isnāt far.Just let me know anytime you want to come over.ā
He still didnāt know I was moving back for good,and I had no plans to tell him.
Aunt Mina was going to speak,but seeing how carefully Lucas was looking after Celine,her expression turned grim.
The four of us stood there awkwardly until Celine,looking tired,finally broke the silence.
Lucas immediately told the driver to pause the delivery,saying they had fewer things and could use the elevator first.Seeing the bags of household items he was carrying,I stepped aside to let them go.
Lucas looked briefly surprised,then hurriedly stepped into the elevator.
As the doors closed,I couldnāt help but see a glimpse of my former self in Celine.Back when my aunt first moved,Lucas had been just as attentive,running errands and taking care of me,moving all my things into his home with a smile,saying he was welcoming hisāfuture lady of the house.ā
Watching the elevator, Aunt Mina sighed with some regret.
āAre you sure you donāt want me to ask him?Youāve known each other for so long.It would be a shame to break up over a misunderstanding.ā
I shook my head.āNo need.Thereās no misunderstanding between us.He never lets one last overnight.If he hasnāt explained,then that's it.ā
Lucas and Celine didnāt actually have that much to carry;they couldāve finished it all in one trip.But even after I delivered the things to my aunt and said my goodbyes,he was still nowhere to be seen downstairs.
Out of courtesy to an old friend,I pulled out my phone and sent him a quick message,asking when heād be back.
Almost immediately,he replied with a voice message.I clicked on it,and Celine's sweet voice came through.
āEllie,Lucas is helping me fix the electrical wiring here.This place has never been lived in,so thereās a lot to tidy up.You should go home first;donāt let us hold you up!ā
Just as I was about to close the app and call a cab, she sent another message.
āBy the way,Ellie,please donāt overthink it.Lucas is just helping me out.He just felt sorry for me because I'm living all alone in this big city.ā
Thinking of my own parents, who had moved far away years ago, I swallowed back my words and closed the chat.
After getting into the cab and gazing absentmindedly out the window, Lucas called.
āEllie,why were you so harsh with Celine?Sheās my subordinate,and I was just helping her find a place to live.The company hasnāt arranged accommodation yet;isnāt it normal for me to help?ā
āSince when did you start acting like this,huh?At the birthday party,you were sulking,saying you didnāt feel well and wanted to leave.I havenāt even addressed that,and now youāre causing trouble again?ā
I could hear Celine's soft sobs through the phone.
Her demeanor in front of me was nothing like the sweet,innocent junior Lucas described.
Taking a deep breath,I finally understood her intentions but was too tired to defend myself.
āYeah,youāre right.My bad.I was just asking.Donāt worry;Iām already back home.I didnāt wait for you.ā
Chapter 3
Lucas'questioning tone was silenced by my cool,indifferent response,which seemed to catch in his throat.I ended the call just as the car arrived at my apartment complex.
After getting out,I noticed a flood of notifications from Lucas'work group chat.When I opened it,the unread message count was already showing 99+.At the top was a photo that Celine had posted of Lucas fixing her electrical wiring and plumbing.
[Who else has a boss this considerate?]She wrote.[Iād gladly devote my life to this company!Can I sign a lifetime contract?]
Below her post were comments from other employees,filled with envy and admiration.
[Iāve never seen the boss act like this.Didnāt the cleaning lady say heās a neat freak?Doesnāt look like it here!]
[Oh my god,he looks so handsome without his suit!From now on,Iām dreaming about being Mrs.Haskins!Hands off,everyone!]
[This photo was posted by the future Mrs.Haskins.Snap out of it;working is your only destiny.]
Before he hired Celine,I used to help Lucas out with all these tasks without expecting anything in return.But after she joined and took over my role,I forgot to leave the group chat.After reading all the replies in the group,I deleted the record and exited the app.Now that I had made my decision to move on,seeing this preview of their life together didnāt hurt as much as I thought it might.
I recalled the early days when Iād just started at the company after graduation.Lucas used to share snippets of my work in the group chat all the time,sneaking photos of me making coffee or updating the schedule.It was obvious to everyone in the office that he liked me.With his love,even the daily grind felt a little sweeter,and his affection brought a spark to the dull work chat.But everything changed once Celine entered the picture.She took over all my responsibilities,and Lucas banned any mention of me in the group.He seemed drawn to her,openly and subtly.
One of my former colleagues,who had been close to me,once made a harmless comment that Celine wasnāt as capable as Iād been.Lucas immediately docked her an entire yearās bonus.Later,I secretly transferred her ten thousand dollars,hoping to prevent her from impulsively quitting.
When I returned to the place Iād called home for eight years but never truly belonged to,I started packing up my things.My gaze fell on a thick photo album filled with memories from the past decade.Sitting on the edge of my bed,I opened it and flipped through each page.
Each photo represented a gift Lucas had given me.Eight years ago,he told me heād give me 9,999 surprises before weād walk down the aisle together.He wanted to win my heart with sincerity,so Iād willingly become his wife.The album,custom-made to hold exactly 9,999 photos,now had just one blank page left.But in the end,it was all for nothing.
Taking the album downstairs to a quiet,open area,I lit a match and set it ablaze.I watched as each photo burned,turning slowly to ash,burying the last eight years of my life with it.
Lucas arrived to see me standing over the flames,his face drained of color.He rushed over,pushing me aside to try and salvage what he could.But the heat was too intense for him to reach in.Within seconds,his hands turned red from the heat.Furious,he stomped on the burning album,trying to snuff out the flames as they devoured each photo.
āWhat the hell are you doing?Are you crazy?All these memoriesāgone because of you!āhe shouted.
Chapter 4
I struggled with my feet,brushing the dust from my pajamas.The fire cast a warm glow on my face,but my voice was ice-cold.
āItās fine.I opened the album and saw bugs crawling inside,maybe cockroaches,so I burned it.ā
Seeing my calm demeanor,Lucas finally realized he mightāve overreacted.Taking a deep breath,he softened his tone.
āAre you okay?Iām sorryāI got a little too worked up.Weāve been collecting those photos for ten years.Werenāt we going to share them at our wedding?Why did you burn them?ā
āIf there were bugs,you couldāve waited for me to come back or at least messaged me.I wouldāve taken care of it,āhe added.
I didnāt bother looking at him.The man standing before me was no longer the boy who had once promised to protect me forever.
āYouāve been busy with work for ages,so I didnāt want to bother you with something so trivial.ā
He stood beside me,gazing sadly at the ashes.This scene couldnāt have been more ironicāhe was the one who destroyed our ten-year relationship for another woman,yet here he was,acting like he still cared.
I turned to go back inside,but he mistook my indifference for pouting and pulled me into his arms.The sickly-sweet scent of cologne filled the air,making me sneeze repeatedly,but he didn't let go,seemingly overwhelmed with remorse.
āAre you feeling sick?āhe asked,his voice tender.āIām sorry.I know Iāve been neglecting you lately.Once things settle down,letās retake those photos,alright?Weāll replace what was lostādouble it,even!ā
If it was before,hearing these words mightāve softened me.But after a trip to the ER and realizing heād forgotten my severe allergy in favor of another woman,I could no longer pretend.I didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
When he finally released me,I pulled away with resolve,and said,āNo need to apologize.If you really want to make it up to me,maybe you could throw me a proper birthday party.ā
Due to my cream allergy,I was always missing from my own celebrations.But since Iād be leaving soon,I wanted to experience at least one birthday with him by my side.
Surprisingly,he seemed rattled by my simple request.He nodded,but before he could respond further,his phone rang.Glancing at the screen,he quickly explained,āItās something urgent from work.Donāt wait for me tonightāIāll make it up to you,I promise.ā
As he spoke, he was already backing away.By the time he finished, he was meters away, practically running.
Actually,I was aware that it was the ringtone exclusively for Celine,but I didnāt confront him about his lie.
The next morning,people arrived to set up the party,and among them was Celine herself.She claimed to be there to oversee the arrangements since sheād designed the setup.But by the end of the day,I noticed that the decorations were just a simpler version of her own birthday party.
When the workers left,she sauntered over,a smug smile on her face.
āWell,everyoneās been hard at work all day.What do you think?Does it suit your taste?ā
As I looked at her,my gaze darted to the necklace she woreāa piece I had lost.I squinted my eyes as I intoned coldly,āA secondhand setup for a secondhand person.It suits you just fine.ā
Hearing my words,Celine seemed offended,and without another word,she glanced to the side,picked up a crystal ornament,and smashed it to the floor.A shard cut her foot,and she began to cry pitifully.
Before I could react,Lucas stormed over and slapped me across the face.
āEnough with the tantrums!Celine took the day off to help with your party,and this is how you repay her?āhe growled.
āIf you donāt like it,then do it yourself!ā
Without waiting for an explanation,he scooped Celine into his arms and rushed her out.I sat alone in the now-lifeless room,the silence around me growing heavy.
The next morning,no one had shown up for the party.Well,it was not surprising,reallyāLucas had been my only friend for these ten years.
When the cake arrived,I opened the box,cut myself a small piece,and stuck a single candle in it.Closing my eyes,I made a simple wish."May we never meet again."
I couldnāt even eat the cake because of my allergy.When my phone rang,signaling the end of my countdown,I grabbed my suitcase and walked out without looking back.
On the way to the airport, I sent Lucas one final message.
āLetās end things here.Thereās no need to keep in touch.ā
Not even a breakup.Just a simple ending to ten years of my life.
As I turned off my phone before boarding, he was already calling me like a madman.