After rebirth,l tore up the admission letter from Lunar Alphas’Academy And l rejected the passionate confessions of the two Alpha mates This life,you have no chance to hurt me again!
Chapter 1
After I was left to die alone in the woods by my own mate and husband,who was busy pestering the wife of someone else's,I was reborn to the day I had chosen my mates over my dreams.
I tore up the admission letter from Lunar Alphas’Academy with my own hands.And I rejected the passionate confessions of the two Alpha mates.It's because I didn't want to repeat the mistake I made in my previous life by choosing Dylan,who ran away for Amy on our wedding day,which made my grandmother,who depended on me,angry to death.
In despair,my other mate,Marcus,bent on his knees and proposed to me,saying,"You still have me,I will never let you down."
He saved me from losing face to the entire Pack,making me shed tears of love and gratitude.I vowed to dedicate my whole life to him.But,soon after the marriage,his behaviour towards me changed completely.All of a sudden,he turned cold to me.I thought it was because I couldn't produce an heir,but little did I know...
Until the fateful night of the blood moon,when Amy,barely scratched,was prioritized over me,and I,who was severely wounded and sick,was left to die.As my spirit wandered,lost and helpless,I discovered the horrifying truth:my life had been a twisted game of loyalty and deceit between Dylan,Marcus,and Amy.They had forged a pact,leaving their Pack's inheritance and future to Amy,and to ensure their loyalty,they had secretly had my womb cursed,rendering me infertile.
In this new life,I vowed to break free from their manipulation and forge my own path,unshakable by the shackles of their betrayal.The moon,once a symbol of my torment,now illuminated my journey toward independence and self-discovery.
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I lay on the cold,damp ground,my vision blurring as the life was draining out of me.I could feel my heart slowing,my breaths growing shallower.I was dying,and I knew it.
But even in my final moments,I couldn't help but feel a pang of anguish as I watched the two people I loved most in this world tend to another woman's minor injury.
Dylan,the alpha who had once promised to love and protect me,was gently cleaning Amy's scraped knee.His eyes were filled with concern,his touch tender.Marcus,my mate and supposed husband,was holding Amy's hand,speaking softly to comfort her.
Meanwhile,I lay here,dying.Alone.Unnoticed.
I tried to speak,to call out to them,but my voice was barely a whisper.I was nothing more than a faint shadow in their eyes,a mere afterthought.
As if it was not enough that they even dared to scold me,saying loudly,“It's all your fault,Bella.Who told you to visit your grandmother’s grave alone and got attacked by the rogue wolves?See,Amy got wounded in saving you.”
I smiled bitterly. My husband who blamed me for visiting my grandma's grave alone kinda forgot he never accompanied me anywhere.His life,he was busy chasing Dylan's supposed wife,Amy,and his last sentence almost angered me to death.Amy didn't help me for once.She was standing aside,laughing and clapping while the rogue wolves were tearing my clothes,kicking and scratching my body with their sharp nails.Her wounds were foged just to show to my blind mates.
“Amy,your body is delicate!Why must you jump into the chaos and help Bella?She is an Alpha blood.She would have managed.It's nothing to her.”Dylan said while cleaning Amy's minor scratches before he yelled at me,“Why are you lying there,Bella?Stop pretending to be injured.We know your wounds heel faster than Amy.Come and help Amy,don't just lay there idle.”
It’s true that I was an Alpha while Amy was not,but she was not as delicate as they were considering her,and I might have fought and remained unharmed when facing one or two rogue wolves,not against four strong rogue werewolves who were hired to kill me.I could only save one thing,my life or my pride,and I chose the latter.
But,I could not explain these to my two blind mates as I was laying lifeless.They wouldn't listen to me either.
A bitter laugh escaped my lips,and I felt a pang of sorrow.I had given them everything,my heart,my soul,my love.And this was how they repaid me?By ignoring me in my final moments?
I closed my eyes,feeling the darkness close in around me.I was nothing to them,nothing but a disposable pawn in their game of love and loyalty.
As my life slipped away,I knew that I would never forgive them for this betrayal.Never.
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When I opened my eyes,everything felt like a nightmare. My mates’betrayal,my sufferings,the terrific death of my grandmother and mine,everything felt like a dream.But,for some reason,I knew they weren't dream.I could still feel the four rogues,tearing me from inside out,I could still feel the hurt when Marcus was confessing his love to Amy on my grave.Every heartbreak was a fresh reminder to me that they weren't the dream but the truth of my previous life.
I glanced at the admission letter of Lunar Alpha's Academy,a university only for the talented Alphas and the higher level of werewolves.It was not easy to secure a seat at this university when there were so many Alphas in the kingdom.I had managed not just a seat,but had topped them all.Now that I was reading the admission letter,it was reminding me of the mistakes of my past life because it was the place where everything started.
I,Marcus and Dylan joined the same university,along with Amy.But,in this life,I didn't want anything to do with them.So,I tore the letter and decided not to take admission in the same university as them.
Chapter 2
I stood up,feeling a sense of liberation throughout my body as I tore the admission letter into pieces.I was determined to forge a new path,one that didn't involve Dylan,Marcus,or Amy.
I walked over to my desk and picked up the secret application form for the Golden Wolves University,a prestigious institution that was known for its strong powerhold in the kingdom.Only a few knew the secret of this university.Actually,the university was not run by werewolves,but Lycans.They gave admission to only a few extraordinary werewolves to their university and then they would be one of the Lycans,unshakable and unreachable by the other werewolves.I had always been interested in this mysterious institution and had worked my ass off to get admission in it only to reject their admission letter in the end just because my mates were going to the Lunar Alpha's Academy. In my previous life,I had put my dreams on hold to pursue a relationship with Dylan and Marcus.
Not this time.This time,I was going to prioritize my own goals and aspirations.I was going to build a life that was mine alone,free from the manipulation and betrayal of others.
As I filled out the application form,I felt a sense of excitement and anticipation.I was taking control of my life,and I was determined to make the most of it.
When I finished the application,I sealed it in an envelope and put it in my pocket to post it to their head office.I felt a sense of satisfaction as I checked all the documents I needed to send along with my admission letter.I only needed to receive the Character certificate from the college I passed out.I was heading towards the dean’s office when I received the same texts from Dylan and Marcus.They were urging me to meet them outside as they had a surprise for me.
I already knew what surprise they were to give me,thanks to the sufferings of my previous life,and I was not interested in it at all.So,I ignored their text and continued walking towards the head office to collect my character certificate.
As I walked down the hallway,I felt like I was navigating a gauntlet of gossiping students.Whispered insults and snickers followed me,making my skin crawl.One student,taking advantage of the crowd around me,shoved me from behind,sending me stumbling down the stairs. My books and papers scattered everywhere,and I landed hard on my knee.I winced in pain,but my anger quickly took over."Watch where you're going,jerk!"I snapped,glowering at the culprit.But the student just smirked and disappeared into the crowd,leaving me to gather my belongings amidst the sea of hostile faces.As I walked,I watched everyone staring at me with disgust and ridicule in their eyes,as if I had done something gross or got some untouchable disease.
I understood the cause of their hatred towards me when I overheard a familiar voice,whispering something to my batchmates,because of my extraordinary hearing capabilities.When I turned the corner,I just heard Amy chatting with my two batchmates who belonged to my pack as well.
"I did see Bella getting off the car of the directors of Lunar University in the middle of the night,but this doesn't mean anything.Maybe Bella really got into Lunar University based on her own skills."Amy spoke in a low tone.
"Amy,don't speak for her.She doesn't even dare to reveal her skills.She is the Alpha of our pack,yet we haven't seen her shifting for once.Her wolf must be small and petty,that's why she dares not show her to us.She must sell herself off to the directors just to appear powerful in front of us."
"Yes,Amy,you are always deceived by her because you are too kind.A woman with such a scheming mind like her can do anything."
I had researched the Golden Wolves University a lot and I knew they were always interested in mysterious wolves,that was why I never revealed my skills in public,not even Dylan and Marcus were aware of the power I possessed even though I had always been mocked and bullied for being a lowly and powerless Alpha.Unexpectedly,this became an excuse for Amy to frame and spread rumors about me.And my two pack members,they knew how hard I studied to control my powers for my grandmother.I remember how many pack members I had hurt when I first shifted into my wolf.These two pack members were also in them and had seen the size of my wolf was huge,yet they believed that I needed dirty tricks to get admitted to the university I ranked top.
I smiled bitterly and comforted myself that it didn't matter.After I officially enter the desired university,all my identity information would be hidden.By then,I could completely cut off my relationship with them.No need to listen to these hurtful words.No need to live foolishly in lies and deception,and end up with a miserable death.I pretended not to hear anything and walked in front of the three people.I received my character certificate and then went to see my two mates.
"What do you want to talk to me about?"I asked.
"Bella,I have great news.All of us passed the entrance exam in Lunar University.We can be in the same university again in the future.Your efforts over the years have not been in vain."
Chapter 3
I raised an eyebrow,feigning surprise."Really?Congratulations to you both."
Dylan and Marcus exchanged a glance,their faces filled with excitement."We're going to have so much fun together,"Dylan said,grinning.
Marcus nodded in agreement."Yes,we'll be inseparable."
I forced a smile,remembering how much I suffered there in my previous life in the name of fun.At the freshers party,Amy deliberately lied to me,saying it was a theme party and my two mates made me dress up as a stripper.I continued telling them that I was not feeling comfortable with the get up and if I could dress into something else,but they refused and told me to be broad minded.
As I walked into the party,I was met with a sea of jeering faces.The music was loud,but it was drowned out by the catcalls and snickers that followed me.I felt my face burn with shame as I realized I was the only one dressed in a stripper outfit.
Amy,the mastermind behind this humiliation,was laughing and pointing at me,her eyes gleaming with malice."Wow,Bella,you really know how to make an entrance!"she exclaimed,her voice dripping with sarcasm.
The other students began to chant and whistle,their faces twisted in cruel grins."Stripper!Stripper!"they yelled,their voices echoing off the walls.
I felt like I was going to die from embarrassment. My two mates,Dylan and Marcus,were laughing and high-fiving each other,completely oblivious to my distress.
"Hey,Bella,show us your moves!"someone shouted,and the crowd erupted into cheers and laughter.
I felt like I was trapped in a nightmare.I tried to make a run for it,but my feet felt heavy,as if rooted to the spot.
Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse,someone grabbed the microphone and began to make a mocking announcement."Ladies and gentlemen,please put your hands together for the star of the show,Bella the stripper!"
The crowd went wild,cheering and whistling as I stood there,frozen in humiliation.I felt like I was going to throw up,my shame and embarrassment were so overwhelming.I shot a glance at my two mates,who were still laughing along with others.I clenched my fists angrily as I yelled,“It's not a joke,Dylan!Why are you two laughing at me when you and Marcus should be protecting me?”
After throwing out these words,I ran away from the party. In haste,I didn't book any cab and started walking hastily on the road,not noticing the danger I could bring with the dress I was wearing. In result,I got noticed by a few drunkards and barely saved myself from getting killed.The incident left me so traumatized that I didn't attend my classes for a week.Only then Dylan and Marcus came to visit me in my dorm,only to shout at me.
“Why are you putting so much drama in this,Bella?”Dylan said coldly,“Do you know you ruined everyone's mood that day?Amy didn't enjoy the party and blamed herself all the time after you left.”
“So this is how she was blaming herself,Dylan?Posting pictures with you two on her social media?”I said while showing them the picture Amy uploaded on her social media.She was clearly visible,enjoying and dancing at the party.Dylan went silent but Marcus interrupted,saying angrily,“Will you stop being sarcastic,Bella?Do you know how ashamed we were after you left the party in anger?It's because we came from some backward region,everyone thinks we have come from some backward area,that's why we can't take a joke as a joke.”
“So,it's still a joke to all of you?”I asked,“Why didn't you ask Amy to wear that dress?Why me?”
The question I asked in the end,ended up asking time and again in my life but they never answered.They never told me why they treated her like a princess and me as a doll with whom they could play anytime.
As I stood there,I couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness remembering my previous life,Dylan and Marcus had promised to protect me,but it was all a lie.They had manipulated me,used me,and discarded me like trash.
Amy,the woman they had betrayed me for,spoke up,her voice dripping with malice."Bella,you're so lucky to have two mates who love you so much and a whole pack of your own.I'm just a poor orphan,I don't have anyone to rely on. In this life,I can only rely on your charity."
Dylan and Marcus exchanged a glance,their faces filled with guilt."Amy,don't say that,"Dylan said,his voice soft."We'll always be here for you."
Marcus nodded in agreement."Yes,we'll take care of you,no matter what."
As they spoke,Dylan gently brushed a strand of hair out of Amy's face,his touch tender.Marcus,meanwhile,wrapped his arm around Amy's shoulders,pulling her close.
I felt a surge of anger at their actions.They had never shown me such affection,such care.But for Amy,they were willing to do anything.
"Amy,are you okay?"Dylan asked,his voice filled with concern."You look a little pale."
"I'm fine,"Amy replied,smiling weakly."Just a little tired."
Marcus immediately sprang into action,pulling out a bottle of water from his bag."Here,drink this,"he said,unscrewing the cap.
As Amy drank from the bottle,Dylan and Marcus exchanged a glance,their faces filled with worry.I,on the other hand,felt like I was just a standby,a mere afterthought.I couldn't help feeling a bit jealous.They were dropping everything to take care of Amy,but they had never shown me such devotion.
When I turned to leave,Dylan held my hands and said,"Bella,wait!We need to talk.”
Chapter 4
Just then,Amy's phone rang.She answered it,listening for a moment before turning to Dylan and Marcus."It's my Jimmy,"she said."He's in the hospital."
Dylan and Marcus exchanged a glance,their faces filled with concern."We'll take you to see him,"Dylan said.
Marcus nodded."Yes,don’t worry,Amy.He will be okay.We'll be right there."
Dylan immediately left my hands and hugged Amy,trying to console her by stroking her hair while asking Marcus to bring his car.Marcus nodded in agreement and started his car before he asked them to get inside.
Dylan opened the passengers’side door for Amy before he sat in the back seat,and soon they left for the hospital.They didn't bother asking me for a ride,even for a formality and just ran off.They were only concerned about Amy and her Jimmy.Jimmy was Amy’s dog’s name.
I laughed bitterly.I knew I stood no place against Amy in their eyes,but I didn't expect that they would neglect me for her dog as well.Even Amy’s dog was more important to them than me.
I then turned around only to find my batchmates smirking at me with hatred and disgust.
I walked across the campus,my head held high,trying to ignore the snickers and whispers that followed me.But it was hard to ignore the fake pictures that had been plastered all over the campus,pictures that showed me sleeping naked with the directors of my university.
I felt chills running down my spine as I saw the pictures,my mind racing with anger and humiliation.Who could have done this?And why?
As I walked,I noticed a group of my classmates gathered near the cafeteria,their eyes fixed on me with a mixture of disgust and amusement.One of them,a tall and muscular guy,stepped forward,a sneer on his face.
"Hey,Bella,we heard you're quite the favorite among the directors,"he said,his voice dripping with sarcasm."You must be really good at...other things besides studying."
“I was wondering how you were managing your pack after your parents’death,considering how hard people are for a female Alpha.”Another one commented,“Now I understand how.You must be giving bed services to all the male wolves in your pack to shut their mouths close.Uff…I wish I was your pack member.”
The group erupted into laughter and catcalls,and I felt my face burn with shame and anger.I tried to walk away,but these guys blocked my path,his eyes glinting with malice.
Suddenly,someone threw a banana peel at me,hitting me squarely on the chest.I felt a surge of humiliation as the group laughed and jeered.
One of the girls,a petite blonde,stepped forward,her eyes flashing with anger."You're a disgusting woman,Bella,"she spat,her voice venomous."You think you're so special just because you're sleeping with the directors?"
She reached out and grabbed my arm,her fingers digging deep into my skin."You're not special,Bella,"she hissed."You're just a cheap woman."
“I’m not!”I yelled,“These pictures are fake.”
“But,how will we know that?”She smirked,“You are naked in this picture.How about you get naked before us so that we can match your body with these pictures?”
With a sudden jerk,she tore my sleeve,ripping it apart at the seam.I felt a surge of anger and humiliation as the group laughed and cheered.
Someone threw a trash can at me,spilling garbage all over my clothes.I felt like I was going to vomit,my mind reeling with shame and anger.
The guy who had first spoken up stepped forward,his eyes glinting with malice."Hey,Bella,why don't you show us what you're really good at?"he sneered,his voice dripping with sarcasm.
“I think she isn't getting the feel of opening up.How about we get naked in front of her to turn her on?”Another boy said,and they started to operate and stood in front of me.
The group laughed and cheered,and I felt like I was going to collapse under the weight of their humiliation.But then,suddenly,a voice rang out across the campus,loud and clear.
"Leave her alone!"
I turned to see a figure striding towards us,his eyes blazing with anger.
