I Buried My Daughter, Then I Buried My Mercy

Chapter 1

They told me it was a tragic accident. One minute, I was driving with my daughter Julie, laughing as we headed toward a day of fun. The next—screeching tires, shattered glass, and silence.

I woke up in a hospital bed, dazed and broken. But the real devastation came not from the crash—but from the voices I wasn’t supposed to hear.

“She doesn’t know we used her daughter’s heart.”

Julie wasn’t lost in the wreck. She was stolen. My husband let her die—so his lover’s child could live. They took my baby’s heart. They took my ability to carry life. They took everything.

Now, while he plays happy family with Jessica—the woman who tore our lives apart—I’m left with nothing but grief... and vengeance.

They believe I’m shattered beyond repair. But I’m not done. Not even close.

It’s my turn to take something back. And I won’t stop until they feel every ounce of the pain they gave me.

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I stirred to the sound of beeping—mechanical, cold, and unrelenting. My body felt heavy, limbs like stone. The sterile scent in the air stung my nose, and when I finally opened my eyes, the harsh white lights told me everything.

I was in a hospital.

My thoughts scattered, trying to piece together what had happened. Then, a name pulsed through my head like a scream.

Julie.

My daughter.

I tried to sit up, to move—anything—but I couldn’t. My limbs wouldn’t obey. Panic clawed at me as I struggled to remember. A car. Laughter. Her giggle echoing in my ears as we drove toward the amusement park. Then—chaos. The screech of tires. Metal colliding. Shattering glass. My scream swallowed by the crash. And then—darkness.

Now I was here. Alone. Except I wasn’t.

There were voices nearby. Low. Muffled. But familiar.

“Make it look like we did everything we could,” a man murmured.

Wade. My husband.

“Just tell her… it was too late,” he continued, his tone hard. “She doesn’t need to know we used Julie’s heart.”

What?

The words sliced through me, each one sharper than the last.

“Laurie needed a transplant. Julie was a match,” he said. “We couldn’t wait any longer.”

Another voice joined his—quieter. A doctor. “And the hysterectomy? Are you absolutely sure?”

“I don’t want any more children with Joanne,” Wade replied flatly. “This is for the best.”

My breath stilled in my chest.

“She’ll live on in Laurie. That’s all that matters.”

Laurie.

I knew that name. Jessica’s daughter. The child he had with his ex.

My body was on fire now—not with pain, but rage. I couldn’t scream, couldn’t move. But inside, something cracked.

When I finally woke again, Wade was beside me, his hand warm around mine, his eyes soft with manufactured grief.

“Joanne,” he whispered. “You’re awake.”

I blinked. Played along. “Where’s Julie?” My voice was raw.

A pause. Calculated. “We lost her,” he said, squeezing my hand. “I’m so sorry.”

Tears welled up, but not from surprise. I already knew the truth.

“She was fine,” I whispered. “She was singing—she—”

“It was quick. The doctors tried, but…” He pulled me into his arms. “I’m so sorry, love.”

Liar.

I let the sob escape. Let him hold me. Let him believe I was broken, when really—I was just beginning to burn.

That night, I dragged myself from the hospital bed, body trembling with each step. I needed confirmation. Evidence. A witness.

As I moved past a room, laughter—bright, casual—froze me in place.

I turned to the glass.

Wade was there.

So was Jessica.

They stood over a little girl—about four, with familiar eyes—and Wade was holding her hand, looking down at her like she was his entire world.

“My daughter with Joanne was six,” I whispered to myself.

This girl—this girl had her heart.

Jessica leaned into him. “What if Joanne finds out?”

“She won’t,” Wade said with a low laugh. “She believes Julie was beyond saving. This will stay buried.”

He kissed her. Right there. While my heart bled on the other side of the glass.

I backed away, hand over my mouth to stifle the sob that tore through me.

My husband had killed our daughter.

Taken my ability to carry life.

Given our child’s heart to another woman’s daughter.

And now, he was playing family with the woman who left him—and the child he chose over ours.

I had nothing left.

But I wouldn’t stay silent.

Not anymore.

Chapter 2

I bolted down the corridor.

My vision swam with tears, lungs burning as I drew in for air. The hospital felt like it was collapsing around me—white, sterile, suffocating. I staggered, clutching a metal handrail, my fingers digging into the cold steel. My entire world had already shattered, but it seemed the wreckage wasn’t done crashing down.

Faint murmurs drifted from the nurses’ station up ahead—low, uneasy, but unmistakable.

“Did you catch what happened?”

“She has no clue… Wade stood there and let his daughter die. No hesitation. Chose that other woman’s child instead.”

My breath snagged mid-inhale, pain tightening around my chest like a vice. I remained frozen, forcing myself to remain silent and listen.

“I heard Dr. White wanted to keep trying. He really thought Julie—”

“Quiet! She’s right there!”

Their eyes snapped to me. The moment they realized I’d heard them, they went stiff, pale. The conversation screeched to a halt like a car hitting a wall.

I stepped closer, steadying the tremble in my voice. “Dr. White. The surgeon who treated me and my daughter… where is he?”

There was a beat of hesitation. One nurse darted a glance at the others before replying in a low tone. “He… resigned. This morning.”

My lips parted in disbelief. “Today?”

Their silence said everything their words didn’t. They avoided my gaze, their faces etched with guilt. I didn’t need more explanations.

Of course. Wade had made him disappear—just like he’d erased Julie. Every trace of the truth was being scrubbed clean.

I clenched my fists until my nails dug into my skin. He thought he could silence everything. Thought grief would drown me, make me collapse, erase me from the equation.

But he underestimated me. I wasn’t done. I would unearth the truth. I would make them all pay.

Julie deserved more than lies. She deserved peace. A farewell. I organized everything on my own. Wade didn’t even show up. That wasn’t a surprise.

The cemetery was hushed, the sky weighed down by clouds. I knelt beside the small marble stone that held her ashes. My hands trembled as I placed her beloved stuffed bunny beside the urn—its faded fabric still held the faintest trace of her scent. She had clutched it tightly every night, whispering dreams into its ears.

A sob broke from my chest, quiet but devastating.

I had carried her for nine months. Felt the flutter of her first kicks. Painted her nursery. Rocked her through fevers. Picked her up when she fell. Her laughter had lit up every corner of our home.

And now… silence.

Fragments of memories came crashing down.

“Mommy, look!” she’d cried out, clutching amusement park tickets with both hands. “We’re really going?”

I smiled as I tied her shoelaces. “I always keep my promises.”

Her face shone with joy. “I wanna ride the biggest one first! The super high one!”

Laughter echoed from behind us. Wade stood by the door, arms crossed, smirking. “The biggest? You think you’re not too tiny for that one?”

She stomped one tiny foot. “I am not tiny! I’m brave! Mommy says so!”

I tapped her nose. “The bravest girl I know.”

With an excited sound, she ran to him and grabbed his hand. “You’re riding with me and Mommy. Both of you!”

Wade chuckled, lifting her with ease. “Okay, okay. But if I scream, you’re holding my hand.”

She giggled wildly. “Deal!”

That sound—her joy—had once been the soundtrack of our lives. I thought we’d have endless days like that. I thought we had time.

But we didn’t.

Another memory surfaced—one I hadn’t thought about in years.

The first time I met Wade.

I had just arrived in the city, full of hope and new beginnings. The streets buzzed with life. I was walking through the crowd when someone yanked my purse clean off my shoulder.

“Hey! Stop!” I yelled, but the thief vanished fast.

Out of nowhere, a man sprinted past me. A blur of determination. Minutes later, he reappeared, panting and triumphant, my purse clutched in one hand.

“First day here?” he asked with a grin, brushing dust off his coat.

I nodded, still catching my breath. “Yeah… lucky me, right?”

His smile widened. “Let me show you around. Might keep your purse safer.”

That was Wade. My knight in shining armor. Or so I thought.

For a while, he really did seem like everything I needed. We dreamed together, laughed together. He made me feel seen. Safe. Loved.

I believed he chose me. That we built a life with meaning.

Then Jessica re-entered his life. The subtle change in him was slow at first—secret calls, late nights, unexplained absences. Until one day, it all clicked. I was no longer the center of his world.

He lied. Over and over.

And now? He had gone so far as to take Julie from me. Stolen her heart and given it to another woman’s child. Taken my ability to ever be a mother again. Played God.

I wiped my tears away. The sorrow inside me hardened into something jagged and cold.

They thought I would shatter. That I would disappear.

But they had taken everything.

Now, I had nothing left to lose.

And that made me dangerous.

Chapter 3

When I stepped through the front door, the weight of the funeral still heavy on my shoulders, I stopped cold.

There she was. Jessica. Seated comfortably on the couch as if she belonged there. As if she hadn’t just stolen my world out from under me.

Wade stood at her side, arms folded across his chest. “She just wanted to offer her sympathies,” he said, his tone flat.

I stared at him. Then her. And slowly, a twisted smile curled on my lips—bitter, cold. “Sympathies?” I repeated, each syllable laced with venom. “I buried our daughter today, Wade. Alone. You couldn’t even show your face. So please, don’t pretend to care now. It’s disgusting.”

His expression darkened, a flicker of irritation rising. “Why are you being like this?” he snapped. “You’re acting completely unreasonable.”

I let out a dry, mirthless laugh. “Unreasonable?” I echoed. “You mean like a mother who just put her child in the ground while her husband played house with his mistress?” My voice shook, then grew sharper. “Where were you, Wade? Wait—don’t answer. I already know where.”

His mouth drew into a hard line. “You were driving that day, Joanne,” he said coldly.

The accusation hit like a sledgehammer. I felt the air vanish from my lungs.

“You’re blaming me?” I breathed, barely able to speak.

He didn’t even blink. “If you had paid more attention, Julie might still be here.”

The words shattered something inside me. My fingers trembled. My knees nearly buckled. “You coward,” I hissed, my voice trembling from fury and grief. “You’re hiding behind lies because the truth is too ugly for you to face. I never wanted that crash—I would have died in her place!”

Jessica stepped in, her face a mask of calm control. But I could see through it. Her polished grief. Her fake concern. It made my skin crawl.

“This isn’t helping,” she said in a gentle, patronizing tone, tilting her head slightly. “You’re both hurting right now. Julie wouldn’t want—”

“Don’t you dare say her name,” I snapped, my voice cracking with emotion. “You don’t get to speak about her. You destroyed our family!”

She blinked as if surprised by my outburst, but I saw the flicker in her eyes. Something smug. Smug and satisfied.

Wade reacted instantly, moving protectively in front of her, his arm rising as if shielding her from a blow. “You’re crossing the line,” he said, glaring. “She’s not the enemy here.”

A bitter laugh tore from my throat. “You’re unbelievable,” I muttered, shaking my head. “She wormed her way back into your life, wrecked everything we had—and you’re defending her?” My voice broke. “Meanwhile, our little girl is gone…”

Wade’s face was unreadable, but his voice was icy. “This isn’t about Jessica. This is about you being stuck in the past.”

My blood froze. “The past?” I repeated, stunned. “You think Julie is the past? She was our child. Your daughter. And you couldn’t even bother to show up for her final goodbye.”

Jessica placed a delicate hand on his chest, murmuring softly like a saint. “She’s just overwhelmed,” she said quietly. “She’s grieving. That’s all.”

Grieving? Overwhelmed?

I saw red.

“Don’t patronize me,” I said in a dangerously quiet voice. “I know exactly what I’m saying. You took everything from me—and you let her. You chose her over your own family.”

Wade frowned, his brow creasing. “What are you even implying?”

But I was already turning away, no longer able to stomach the sight of them standing side by side like some twisted picture of domestic bliss. His voice followed me, calling my name, but I didn’t turn back.

I locked myself in the bedroom, and only then did I collapse.

My knees gave out beneath me, and I sank to the floor, hands clutching my face as violent sobs tore through me. My body ached with the weight of grief, of betrayal, of everything I had lost.

Julie. Wade. The life I thought I had.

But I couldn’t live like this—not one more second.

I dragged myself upright, wiped the tears from my swollen face, and reached for my phone. My fingers shook, but I dialed anyway.

The call connected.

“Hello?”

“I’m filing for divorce,” I said, my voice flat but unshakable. There was no room left for doubt. This was final.

The lawyer’s tone was calm. “Understood, ma’am. I’ll begin the paperwork immediately.”

I ended the call, my heart pounding like thunder in my chest.

This was it. I was leaving.

I yanked open my closet, pulled out a suitcase, and began throwing clothes into it. Shoes. Toiletries. Essentials.

But when I opened the drawer holding Julie’s belongings, my hands froze.

There was her favorite sundress—the yellow one with little blue flowers. Her soft toy bunny, worn from so many nights of cuddles. Tiny shoes lined neatly, untouched.

I pressed the bunny to my chest, inhaling the faint scent of her. The scent of her room. Her laughter. Her life.

Tears filled my eyes, but I refused to let them fall again.

I would take her with me. In my heart. Wherever I went.

As I zipped the bag shut, voices outside my window floated in.

I moved closer, careful not to make a sound.

Jessica.

Her voice was low, urgent. But I caught every syllable.

“Make absolutely sure no one ever finds out I caused that crash with Joanne and her daughter. Understand?”

And just like that—any doubt I had left… disappeared.

Chapter 4

My footsteps echoed down the hallway, each one faster than the last. My pulse thundered in my ears, fueled by the memory of Jessica’s chilling voice.

“Make sure no one ever finds out I caused Joanne and Julie’s accident.”

The words ricocheted through my skull, setting every nerve in my body on fire. I didn’t think—my body reacted first, storming toward the sound of her voice like a woman possessed.

“Jessica!” I shouted, my voice slicing through the silence like a blade.

She whirled around, startled. Her face went pale.

“W-what is it?” she stammered, eyes darting left and right.

I stalked toward her, trembling with fury. “Say that again,” I demanded, my voice low and trembling with suppressed rage. “Did you just confess to being the one behind the crash? Is that what I heard?”

She blinked, panic flashing in her eyes before she tried to hide it behind a forced calm. “You misunderstood me,” she said quickly, retreating a step. “That’s not what I meant.”

“I heard exactly what you said,” I snapped, advancing on her, fists clenched at my sides. “Look me in the eye and deny it.”

Straightening her spine, she narrowed her gaze. “You’re delusional. I had no involvement in any accident.”

Liar.

Before I could stop myself, I grabbed her by the arm and yanked her toward me. She drew in a sharp breath, squirming to break free. “Let me go!”

But I held on, my grip tightening with everything I had been holding in. “You already took my husband,” I spat. “You destroyed the life I built. And now I find out you were behind my daughter’s death, too?”

“You’ve lost your mind!” she shrieked, shoving me with both hands. “You can’t prove anything!”

“I don’t need a paper trail,” I said through clenched teeth. “I heard it from your own mouth.”

Jessica lunged forward, clawing at my arms, her nails digging into my skin. “You’re insane!”

Rage exploded inside me as I pushed her back. She stumbled, crashing to the floor with a sharp yelp.

That’s when Wade walked in.

He stopped dead in his tracks, eyes wide as he took in the sight of Jessica sprawled across the floor, cradling her ribs.

“What on earth is going on here?!”

Jessica whimpered, her voice shaky and strained. “She attacked me,” she sobbed. “She’s accusing me of causing the accident, Wade—she won’t stop blaming me!”

His eyes snapped to me, wild with anger. “Is that true? You did this?”

I gave a hollow scoff, still catching my breath. “You’re really going to stand there and ask that?”

Jessica’s voices filled the room as she shifted on the ground. “She lost it, Wade,” she whimpered. “I don’t even know why she hates me this much. I—I would never hurt anyone. You know that.”

My laughter came out cold and sharp. “Never? You really want to play innocent now?” I pointed at her, my voice shaking. “You admitted it. I heard you. Clear as day.”

Wade turned to me, face twisted in disbelief. “And you expect me to just believe you? Just like that?”

I could hardly stand the pain pulsing through my chest. “You should,” I bit out. “But you won’t. You never believe me. Not when she’s involved.”

Jessica curled into herself, her sobs turning into trembling whispers. “I’m scared, Wade… She shoved me.”

Wade dropped down beside her, eyes frantic as he hovered his hands over her. “Where does it hurt?”

She gave a slight nod, biting back a whimper. “My side… it hurts so much…”

I stood in silence, watching the scene unfold, disgust rising in my throat. How could he care so much now? For her?

He hadn’t held me when I was breaking. He hadn’t shown up to bury our daughter.

But now, he was falling apart over her.

Wade scooped her into his arms with ease. “I’m taking her to the ER.”

“Wait!” I said, stepping forward. “Wade, please. Listen to me for once.”

He didn’t even glance my way.

“She’s dangerous,” Jessica whispered against his chest, like I wasn’t standing just feet away.

His arms tightened protectively around her. His jaw clenched.

Then—he shoved me aside.

I stumbled, crashing against the wall, the impact knocking the wind out of me. For a heartbeat, I stood there motionless, stunned, broken.

He had chosen.

He had always chosen her.

I watched them disappear through the doorway—her weeping softly in his arms, him treating her like something fragile and precious.

And once again, I was left behind.

Alone.

My throat burned, but I swallowed the rising sob. I was done crying.

This was the final blow. The line had been crossed.

I turned, my mind crystal clear for the first time in what felt like forever. My feet moved on their own, guiding me to a familiar door.

Laurie’s room.

The child they had destroyed me for.

She lay there peacefully, utterly unaware of the nightmare her parents had created. I approached the crib slowly, brushing a dark curl from her forehead.

She looked so innocent. So small.

I hesitated for a moment.

But then I saw Julie in my mind—her laughter, her tiny arms wrapping around my neck, the way she screamed in the car right before the world turned black.

They had taken my baby.

Now they would understand what it meant to lose their own.

I reached down and lifted Laurie into my arms. She stirred slightly but didn’t wake. Her tiny fingers wrapped around a fold in my shirt.

Tears welled up again, but I refused to let them fall.

This wasn’t revenge.

It was justice.

Holding her close, I slipped quietly into the night.

By the time they discovered she was missing—

I’d already be gone.

Chapter 5

The airport buzzed with life—overhead announcements crackling through loudspeakers, the steady murmur of countless conversations, and the rhythmic hum of luggage wheels dragging across the glossy floor. But to me, it all blurred into meaningless noise.

My focus was solely on the small child in my arms. Laurie. I held her close, cradling her fragile body as she slept, unaware of everything unraveling around her. Her steady breathing was the only thing anchoring me to this moment.

We made it to our gate. My breath came easier as we boarded. I slid into my assigned seat by the window, still holding Laurie protectively. The gravity of my actions settled heavily over me like a weighted blanket. What I had done. What I was still about to do. There was no turning back now.

A quiet sound—almost a whimper—cut through the gentle hum of the aircraft.

Laurie stirred. Her tiny hands shifted slightly against my chest. She blinked up at me, her eyes groggy and confused from sleep. My stomach clenched. I hadn’t considered what might happen if she woke up too early—if she cried, if she screamed, it could alert someone. Wade and Jessica would know too soon. I needed time.

Her lips parted. “Mommy?” she asked in a drowsy murmur.

My chest tightened. That one word shattered something inside me. She wasn’t looking for me. She was searching for her mother.

I mustered a smile, my voice soft but strained. “She’ll be with you again soon.”

She frowned, rubbing her eyes. “Where did she go?”

I hesitated. “She’s not here right now.”

There was a brief silence, then she relaxed again, letting her head fall back onto my shoulder. “Okay,” she whispered.

I exhaled shakily. Relief washed over me in a brief, fleeting wave. She hadn’t cried. She hadn’t questioned further. She was a sweet child—far too gentle for the monsters who claimed to love her.

For a moment, I almost softened.

Julie’s image flashed in my mind—her grin full of joy, the way she giggled when I spun her around the kitchen, the tiny arms that wrapped around my neck like I was her whole world.

I blinked hard, trying to shove the memory away. I couldn’t afford tears. Not now. Not here.

I couldn’t hurt Laurie. That much I knew. She was blameless. Just a child. And inside her… was my daughter’s heart.

Killing her would make me no better than them. But taking her? Taking her away from the people who ripped my child from me?

That was justice.

They had stolen Julie from my arms. Now, they would know what that felt like. They would live with the void. The ache. The silence. The grief. They would feel it.

After all, part of Julie lived inside Laurie now.

That made her mine, too.

As I stared out the airplane window, waiting for takeoff, my phone vibrated against my leg.

I glanced at the screen.

Wade.

Of course. He must’ve already discovered she was missing.

Where’s Laurie?

Another message appeared almost immediately.

Joanne, where did you take her?

A bitter smirk pulled at my lips. He was panicking. Good.

My phone rang. I let it ring, the shrill tone slicing through the white noise of boarding passengers and safety briefings.

I imagined him now—storming through the house, rage and fear battling across his face, his voice rising as he demanded answers no one could give.

Just like me, the day I awoke in that hospital bed, searching for Julie and hearing the truth whispered in the dark.

He had made his choice back then. And it hadn’t been us.

I finally answered, putting the phone to my ear, my voice calm and detached.

“What’s wrong?” I asked, feigning innocent confusion.

His voice came through like fire—tight, furious. “Is she with you? Laurie. Tell me now.”

I tilted my head back against the headrest, the corner of my lips twitching. “Why would I have your child, Wade?”

“Joanne,” he snapped, his voice tense with desperation. “This isn’t a game. Just tell me where you are.”

I chuckled—quiet, cold. “Relax, Wade. I’m far away now. You’re free to play house with Jessica. Don’t call me again.”

There was a beat of silence on the line, broken only by the sound of his uneven breathing.

“Don’t test me,” he said finally, his tone sharp. “Tell me where my daughter is.”

The irony clawed at my throat.

“My daughter,” I whispered mockingly. “You mean Laurie? Now she matters? You didn’t even blink when Julie died. You let her be butchered so your other daughter could live. Don’t talk to me about fatherhood.”

He drew in a breath. He hadn’t expected that.

“Joanne,” he said again, slower now. Like he was treading carefully. “I get it. You’re angry. But please… don’t do something you’ll regret.”

I gritted my teeth. Regret? I had a thousand regrets—believing in him, trusting him, thinking he would protect Julie. But this?

Taking back the smallest piece of what they stole?

I’d never regret this.

“Tell me where you are,” he begged.

I smiled. “Somewhere you’ll never reach.”

“Joanne—wait—”

I ended the call.

But it wasn’t over.

I secured Laurie in her seat beside me, her little head nodding forward again in sleep. Then, I dialed a number I’d kept for a long time. A group known for operating behind shadows. Masters of fabrication, experts at creating the kind of chaos that left people murmuring in the dark.

The line connected. A calm male voice answered. “Yes?”

“I need you to deliver a message to Wade Daniels and Jessica Morton,” I said, steady and cold.

“What’s the message?” the man asked.

I stared ahead at the aisle, my voice steady as steel.

“Let them know their daughter’s been taken.”